Goodbye

I never learn. No matter how many times I get by heart broken, I still give everything and anything into a relationship. I gave my all to you Love. I already pictured myself spending the rest of my life with you. It breaks my heart to think that I will never see that dream become a reality.

I’m tired Love, I’m tired. I learned that no matter how great your love is for a person, your heart quits when it becomes tired. Some people may think that if you become tired, that means you did not love the other person enough. Maybe. Maybe not. I know that my heart still yearns for you. But it feels like no matter how hard you try, your heart knows that this is it: I cannot give no more. It is like trying to hold your breath so that you can still feel the calmness and peace of being underwater but your lungs yearn for air, and no matter what you do, you body will try to breath even if it will mean the death of you.

I feel no regret for I have given my all. I do not look at what happened as a waste of time for I have learned a lot. I have learned up to what extent my patience can be tested. I learned that loving with all your heart is not enough. I learned that loving and sacrificing do not always go hand in hand.

I deserve better you said. You are right. I know how to love and I deserve to be loved in return. I wish the same for you.