Love letter

I love you. I don’t know how I learned to love you in a short span of time. I pray for you, I think about you all the time. I would want you to be safe and happy at all times. Today I dreamt that I was telling my mother that I am in a relationship with a woman, and she was mildly upset but still accepted me. I want you to know that I am willing to do that should the need arises. I cannot promise that you will never be upset with me or there will never be a time you would want to leave me. But I promise you that at the end of the day, you can rely on the fact that my love for you is real. You can count on me to look after you and treat you as my better half.

But then again, if you are not ready for my love, if you think that we are going too fast and this is just not right, I can let you be. Hard as it may seem, I am in no position to force you into something where you’d feel trapped. If I do not make you feel happy and loved, then I will set you free so that you can find that person that will make you feel the kind of love I feel for you now. That person that makes you thank God for still waking you up so you could still stare at her face. That person that makes your day with a single smile and can also ruin the same with a simple frown. That person that makes you see things differently. That one that makes you ask yourself what good have you done to deserve someone like her. You are that person to me Mel and I wish for you to stay that way. It’s all up to you now. Ball is on you court.